Black Moon Rising

 

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I am in the process of analyzing my birth chart which is so much fun and really interesting. 

 

It's snowing outside.. my mind is blank.. I am tired.

 

 

On my mind.

So what has been bothering me lately is the fact that I can't seem to find the time to do the things I desire to do. This sounds like a dumb excuse to not follow your bliss. But after coming home from work (although I come home at a reasonable time of the day) I feel myself drained of all energy, all I can do is lay on the couch and eat and watch stupid TV shows. It sucks. It completely disconnects me from my spirituality, my creativity and my imagination. I feel like it makes me dumb and dead...

The problem is I don't want my work life to be the MAIN focus of my day, of my life, of my hours spent on this planet. I don't want to waste breaths on the emotions I have when I feel drained of all my creative energy and strive. It is a terrible feeling.
And I still haven't found a remedy for this. Incrementing small things like lighting a candle in the evening and silently sit in prayer or simply drawing a rune/tarot or oracle Card is what I am trying to do at the moment.
It is a really small way to start but I guess I have to start with small steps...

The Stars...

A few days ago I felt the urge to go out on the balcony at night to look at the stars. It was a clear night sky, black with a waxing moon, cold air and thousands of stars looking down on me. It felt magical just looking at the universe and experiencing infinity...
Doing this gives you a shift in your perspective on things. Suddenly your problems of the day don't feel as big anymore. You know that you, and everyone around you is just STARDUST.

I will remind myself now to do this more often when there is a clear night sky because the mundane life can keep you so occupied that you forget WHERE and WHAT you really are...

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